A Borrowed Life

My world is finished,

My fans are ruined

And they say it's freedom.

What do we know about freedom?

I need to be free.                             But how can I when am grounded by earth.                                            No more conscientiousness         I'm a dilemma on my own               And my world is rocked by my boat

I feel free,                                          but only in me                           whom I'm yet to know

And then when I seek to find,         I'm showed a flow.                           that am yet to follow

 Borrow                                    "Borrow" they say,                   Borrow the flow and follow.           For there is no freedom in you, you're held bound by the mere body you borrow,                              so follow and forget the whole freedom shit

"There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end leads to destruction"

So you can't even follow               and since its a borrow               you're for sure  left to fallow   wallow and then off you go below

So what then is real freedom?       How is real freedom achieved?   Why am I free only when I speak? Well I choose to speak less             cos am heard less                             so why waste the air

What then is real freedom?         When real is perceptive,               only subjective                                 For sure we all see space             with face that is different

What then is freedom?                       If real is not even there,                     Is freedom even there?                       I feel like it's passed here               and yet not here                        maybe it's on another plane,           in another life                                  and then there's a word here

If freedom is a word ,                     Who coined it?                               Who expresses it?                      Who's depressed by it?

"Freedom of it's own is not belonging to nobody; but belonging to the right body"

Since earth must hold,                   then give em something bold         for if I in him and Christ in me,       me self shall live by him.

Now this is  how I'm free               even Christ wants me to be free from the fallow I followed,             this is where am free ,                   from what when expressed depressed me

You don't know my Chi,                   so stay on your lane                       and be your own free

Soul!!!